2018 goal, Father, forgivness, jesus, love, my own crazy, prayer, the holy spirit

A Letter to My Father

Dear Heavenly Father,

I’m sorry to have ever doubted your Will for my life.

I’m sorry that I have a hard time getting out of bed.

I’m sorry that I’m not more loving.

I’m sorry that I let others steal my joy.

I’m sorry that sometimes I misuse the gifts you have given me.

I’m sorry that at times I am distracted by the World.

I wish that I didn’t get overwhelmed so easily.

I wish that I didn’t have such a hard time changing myself.

I wish I wasn’t so suborn and would ask for help when I need it.

Lord, I’m sick and tired of being sick and tired.

Help me to accomplish those things you desire of me.

Help me find the words swimming around in my head.

Help me become who You want me to be.

In Jesus name I pray,



better today

2018 goal, Father, jesus, love, the holy spirit

Better Today


God, save me from myself

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2018 goal, love

perfect love

I’m a people pleaser. I am tempted to say what you what. I am tempted to write what will get me noticed. I just want to drift through this life. I’m okay with mediocre if it means that everyone will like me.

I think that this year I’m going to focus on what I wish I knew in my heart. That God loves me. It’s only what He wants for me that matters. Only what He thinks of me that matters. 

So, this year I’m going to focus on God’s perfect love. On His perfect will for my life. Whether anyone else notices what I do for Him or not. When you focus on God's perfect love

Thank you, thank you, thank you for all You have done for me, Lord. I look forward to what we will get up to together this year.