Hello, it’s been awhile since I’ve felt like writing. Writing a blog post anyway, it feels one part pointless and two parts like I’m seriously unqualified. I used to feel a lot more confident to give people advice. Maybe I was just more naïve.
I still love God and want to grow closer. I feel like I don’t know how to talk about it. Not in a way that will be easily perceived anyway. I question things more and find my way back more. I also don’t accept what people say as easily. Maybe that’s just part of growing up. Growing away from certain ideas to form new ones.
I feel like I’ve played my life very safe. In a way I’m grateful for it, I just don’t want to feel stifled by the choices I’ve made. Moving forward I want to enjoy my life more. Take a couple more risks that may seem like very minor changes but that’s how we get anywhere.
Dear Lord,
I hope that I can move forward with Your help. I don’t know what that will always look like. Please help me stay close to You.
Amen